Stressing Out and Under Pressure

For the past few years I've had to deal with terrible people at my school, kids who are spoiled to the core or they're so unhappy with their boring life they take it out on everyone in sight. Then there is me, loner, loser, whatever you may call me but I don't fit into either group or any other at this small day care you call my school. I can't contemplate why I have never fit into this play pen. Maybe I'm just not private school martial, sadly I am at this school for one more year, hopefully. What I mean by that is that I might be able to transfer next year to public school, if I can convince my parents. but I will have to deal with these snobs and goths for roughly 170 more days than I may be able to never speak to these arrogant and ignorant people again. The day I have dreamt of might be coming shortly. It would be my first time a public school, crazy right? I am terrified just thinking about trust me. I have no idea what will happen, I have always thought that I would fit into public school better and I hope to God I do. But from what I have heard public schools are crazy with all the people there. I mean all the stories you hear about them and I just want this to go well, I mean I know that when I go to the school everyone is not going to bow to my feet but maybe I could make a few friends again because I do miss that extremely.